program
liberation
energetic
A transformational program to uproot resistance, self-sabotage, and fear so you can liberate the power of your authentic energy and heal the generational patterns holding you back.
healing
We've all come into this world with generational trauma we inherit in our DNA. Then we get to experience oppressive forces in our life through our families, work, media culture, partnerships, and culture. But a lot of times we don't actually let ourselves acknowledge the weight of all we've had to carry and how it impacts our life.
Maybe you've felt stagnant or blocked from opportunities. Maybe you've found yourself in toxic patterns you intellectually understand but emotionally can't escape. Maybe once you reached the successes you craved you realized you can't actually hold those feelings of pride, fulfillment, and happiness for more than a split second if at all.
The good news is, it's not the real you. It's the version of you that has gotten you here, that's protected you and guided you doing the best they know how. But there's a version of you that's fully liberated and you deserve to become them.
We've all come into this world with generational trauma we inherit in our DNA. Then we get to experience oppressive forces in our life through our families, work, media, partnerships, and culture. But a lot of times we don't actually let ourselves acknowledge the weight of all we've had to carry and how it impacts our life.
Maybe you've felt stagnant or blocked from opportunities. Maybe you've found yourself in toxic patterns you intellectually understand but emotionally can't escape. Maybe once you reached the successes you craved, you realized you can't actually hold those feelings of pride, fullfillment, and happiness for more than a split second if at all.
The good news is, it's not the real you. It's the version of you that has gotten you here, that's protected you and guided you doing the best they know how. But there's a version of you that's fully liberated and you deserve to become them.
Who
are you?
Hi, I'm Desiree
hi, I'm desiree
The energetic influences keeping you constricted are multi-layered and embedded in your tissues, emotions, and thoughts. That's why you can't just talk your way out of them.
i know exactly how you feel
You sense there's a block, but you can't quite get to the root ...
Overgiving and subconsciously pushing away opportunities to receive because your nervous system doesn't feel safe, worthy, and lovable
Feeling overwhelmed and confused by the limiting patterns, beliefs, and habits that keep surfacing
Constantly worrying about the future and trying to plan your way out of feeling powerlessness over things you can't control
Overly identifying with what you do and how you perform so much you end up feeling burnt out and exhausted trying to satisfy everyone else
i was right there with you...
But What if...
That liberated version of you is closer than you think. You just need a safe energetic container to explore, release, and heal to get there.
Your liberation journey
you're just Three months away from a freer more empowered version of yourself
1
Month one centers revealing the core patterns, habits, and traumas constricting your energy. We work together to witness and honor what comes up, bringing you back into a body and nervous system that has maybe never felt safe to acknowledge and release what has accumulated.
Energetic Discovery: Getting to Your Roots
2
Cutting Cords: Releasing What No Longer Serves
Month two will focus on cutting ties and setting boundaries with the oppressive forces limiting your being. You'll be guided through powerful rituals to reclaim your sovereign energy and separate yourself from any aspect of limitation and restriction you've experienced.
3
Your Liberated Self: Anchoring in The New
Month three will connect you to the most healed version of yourself and call forth the presence and energetic perspective so you can instil and anchor that version. You'll be grounded and annointed in an empowerment ceremony and be guided to form your own healing rituals.
transformational components
ENERGETIC LIBERATION HEALING PROGRAM
Three Monthly Immersive Retreat Days
Personalized Integration tools & Support
You'll be able to have on-going support with me through Whatsapp for the entire 3 months to guide you through. You'll also receive personalized meditations, tools, and materials to support you in anchoring the powerful changes you'll be making. Everything will be available in your client portal.
One day a month you'll join me on my land for a 1-on-1 retreat day. You'll move through the different modalities and receive hands on healing as well as engage in clearing rituals to liberate and cleanse your energy field. The land is in Eagle Creek Oregon, 40 mins outside of Portland.
Inside elh retreat days
EAch day is filled with core modalities that bridge the mind, heart, and energy body, while remaining deeply specific to you and your needs
Conscious conversations & divination
You'll be guided to profound sharing in a safe private container. I'll take you through spaces where you can tap into inner truths for the first time bringing them into your conscious awareness. We'll use divination tools to access information from your energy field to reveal how you can best be supported during your journey.
By expressing deeply held beliefs and releasing what's been held in your subconscious, you'll reconnect the parts of yourself that crave wholeness.
Conscious conversations & divination
You'll be guided to profound sharing in a safe private container. I'll take you through spaces where you can tap into inner truths for the first time bringing them into your conscious awareness. We'll use divination tools to access information from your energy field to reveal how you can best be supported during your journey.
By expressing deeply held beliefs and releasing what's been held in your subconscious, you'll reconnect the parts of yourself that crave wholeness.
ENERGETIC HANDS ON HEALING
You'll receive restorative healings for every aspect of your energy system. While you consciously relax into your body and breathe deeply, I work to remove blocks, rebalance your energy centers, and encode new information.
ELH healings are infused with Reiki energy and techniques as well as many ancestral and shamanic practices. I use various tools including feathers, bells, sound bowls, herbs, oils, intention, and channeled information to rebalance and restore your body to vitality.
liberating rituals & attunements
Throughout the process you'll be taken through powerful rituals combining symbols and intention to release, transmute, and restore what you need. We'll use the abundance of my land to connect deeper to energies and create personal magic.
I'll also guide you through meditative spaces to help you discover and attune to energies and aspects of yourself, your ancestors, spirit team, and the energy all around us. Through these ceremonial aspects, you'll connect deeper to your innate power and purpose.
HANDS ON ENERGETIC HEALING
You'll receive restorative healings for every aspect of your energy system. While you consciously relax into your body and breathe deeply, I work to remove blocks, rebalance your energy centers, and encode new information.
ELH healings are infused with Reiki energy and techniques as well as many ancestral and shamanic practices. I use various tools including feathers, bells, sound bowls, herbs, oils, intention, and channeled information to rebalance and restore your body to vitality.
liberating rituals & attunements
Throughout the process you'll be taken through powerful rituals combining symbols and intention to release, transmute, and restore what you need. We'll use the abundance of my land to connect deeper to energies and create personal magic.
I'll also guide you through meditative spaces to help you discover and attune to energies and aspects of yourself, your ancestors, spirit team, and the energy all around us. Through these ceremonial aspects, you'll connect deeper to your innate power and purpose.
just imagine What it will feel like...
Being silenced by shame and the weight of traumas you intellectually understand but can't seem to stop reacting to.
Experiencing the relief of a brain, body, and nervous system that trusts. And allowing yourself to make empowered decisions about what is your responsibility and what's not.
Feeling overwhelmed, exhausted, and frustrated by the same emotional patterns that keep you replaying toxic cycles again and again.
Witnessing those patterns with compassion and gratitude knowing they no longer resonate with your energy because you've released the roots they stemmed from.
Feeling uneasy in your body so you distract yourself from the present moment with scrolling, food, drinks, drama, and work.
Embracing your embodied presence and existing fully as yourself regardless of whatever emotions, stories, and fears arise.
Feeling disconnected from your life and unsatisfied with the successes, decisions, and impact you've made.
Feeling everything and actively receiving and soaking up all of the goodness you are and have to offer simply by being yourself.
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Living in survival mode and feeling like you're just putting out fire after fire. You know there' s so much you want to do but you subconsciously push it away.
Embodying your full power by owning every aspect of your experience because you recognize your power to transmute pain into wisdom and love.
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When I started this work, I was spiritually heavy, energetically shattered, and deeply unsure if I could feel like myself again. I was healing from a traumatic childhood & narcissistic abuse, psychic attack, and a spiritual exhaustion that no therapy had ever touched.
After three months with Desiree, I feel like a different woman. My power came back. My voice came back. I began walking through life with clarity, strength, and ease.
Desiree didn’t just ‘heal’ me. She guided me to my own healing power. She helped me create rituals, choose crystals, connect with my ancestors, and activate parts of me I’d forgotten. She held me through grief and celebrated my light. I will never be the same—in the best way.
As a therapist, and lifelong activist, I’ve experienced many modalities. This is the deepest, truest, most liberating one I’ve ever known."
When I started this work, I was spiritually heavy, energetically shattered, and deeply unsure if I could feel like myself again. I was healing from a traumatic childhood, narcissistic abuse, psychic attack, and a spiritual exhaustion that no therapy had ever touched.
After three months with Desiree, I feel like a different woman. My power came back. My voice came back. I began walking through life with clarity, strength, and ease.
Desiree didn’t just ‘heal’ me. She guided me to my own healing power. She helped me create rituals, choose crystals, connect with my ancestors, and activate parts of me I’d forgotten. She held me through grief and celebrated my light. I will never be the same—in the best way.
As a therapist, and lifelong activist, I’ve experienced many modalities. This is the deepest, truest, most liberating one I’ve ever known."
50s, therapist, anti-racism activist
Nalini K.
A Previous Client in Her own words
I'm a Mixed-Black, ADHD-having mom of twins and certified Usui Holy Fire Reiki Master Teacher. On my journey from hotmess to healer, I learned through many hard knocks the transformative power of facing generational trauma with fierce compassion.
I've worked in the Portland medical/public health field for 17 years facilitating access to vital programs for immigrants, sexual minorities, and BIPOC folks. During that time, I cultivated an ancestrally-informed hands-on-healing practice, which has supported individuals in liberating their energy and shedding shame, fear, and judgement in the process.
I'm a Mixed-Black, ADHD-having mom of twins and certified Usui Holy Fire Reiki Master Teacher. On my journey from hot mess to healer, I learned through many hard knocks the transformative power of facing generational trauma with fierce compassion.
I've worked in the Portland medical/public health field for 17 years facilitating access to vital programs for immigrants, sexual minorities, and BIPOC folks. During that time, I cultivated my own ancestrally-informed hands-on-healing practice (ELH), which has supported individuals in liberating their energy and shedding shame, fear, and judgement in the process.
You can call me Dez
the journey is full of twists, turns, and surprises
Apply to ELH program
3: WE ACCEPT
If I feel like you're a fit, you’ll be sent an invite to schedule a connection call with me and be invited into the program
I can't wait to go over your application. By sharing a bit about who you are and where you are at, it's the first step in putting yourself out there in a powerful way.
Applications give me a sense of your energy and help me know whether your path is aligned with ELH
That means, if you're accepted, it's because I truly believe you'll be able to have a meaningful transformation with the program.
*You don't need to be at a certain "level" in order to be a fit. It's intuitive matching that's about energy, enthusiasm, potential, and drive. If you're having a twinge of imposter feelings, don't let them hold you back :)
1: YOU APPLY
You share as openly and honestly about where you're at and where you want to go.
2: WE REVIEW
I personally read through your application and will see if based on what you've shared, whether or not MXM could truly transform your life.
You can reach out to me directly if you feel really called to the program but have concerns about funding. I can discuss alternative payment options or resources to support you. My goal is to make it as accessible as possible while honoring the time and transformation it brings. So please reach out and we'll see if there's any accommodations we can make.
I'm not sure i can afforD it
Each retreat day is 6 hours and we'll have food and drinks to keep you nourished. Aside from that, you can choose to spend as much or as little time engaging with the resources provided. Optimally, reserving 10-15 minutes a day will allow you to reflect and integrate the healing you're doing. You'll have recommended exercises and meditations to support you.
What's the time commitment?
The program lasts for three months, during that time you'll have on-demand Whatsapp support from me as well as a client portal where all of your notes, and resources will live. After that time, you will continue to have access to your portal and all the material in it. Once you've gone through the program you can also purchase shorter remote sessions with me as a tune up when you need it.
how long will i have access to the program?
That’s why this journey is three months long—and why I’m here. If something comes up that feels overwhelming, you won’t be left alone. I will support you through WhatsApp check-ins and during our sessions. This work will go at your own pace which means there is no rush. It’s designed to hold and guide you through transformation.
What if this work unlocks something I’m not ready to face?
Yes. Everyone is welcome here. While I center Black and Brown voices in my work as a mixed-race Black woman, I also hold space for non-Black and non-Brown people who want to connect with their own ancestors, healing their lineage, and honoring their impact. If you come with humility, respect, and a commitment to not harm Black and Brown people, this space is for you—no matter your race, gender, or background.
I’m white. I see your focus on supporting Black and Brown people. Am I welcome?
Absolutely yes. ELH is not a religion—it is a spiritual tool that can complement any belief system you hold. This work does not seek to replace your faith, religious practices, medicine, or mental health support, but to enhance your connection to yourself and your divine understanding.
I’m religious. Can I also do energy work?
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